I had to take summer classes because i left two minor subjects and i cant graduate this year if i cant accomplish that. English 2 ad Lit 1. i hate minors. haha. but i have no choice. anyway, on our English 2 class. we were required to create a small paragraph about ourself. and i came up with this composition. i just wanna share it to you. though its not that great, but i spent hours and perspire a lot in making this ( lol ) haha. Have a nice time reading.! and Enjoy.
Black is my Obsession
I could surely say, whenever i saw any BLACK things in any shop. I dont ignore it. I wont have second thoughts of not buying it. Even if sometimes, it would be too COSTY for me. All i would do. Get the item. Proceed to the cashier and pay for it.
I started collecting BLACK STUFFS when i went to college. Stuffs like phone casings, ballpens, nail polish, slippers, earring, necklace, rings, bracelets, jeans, pants, clothes, bags, notebooks, stufftoys, lampshades, underwears, shoes, comb, id holder, hair camps and a lot more. Everyday, the obsession i have gets deeper and deeper. I can’t even walk out of the house without wearing something black in me. It feels like something’s missing. And if ever i ran out of black stuffs to wear during school days. I’d rather stay home and marked as absent than be somewhere else without wearing something black in me.
BLACK is my personality.
It is me. And as the meaning of it gets stronger, there came to a point that my father also had to spent a lot of money just to satisfy my obsessity. There’s this one time. We were in a mall in Davao. In one of the shops there. i saw something shiny. Something that made me look in an instance without second thought. I looked at it, very closely. And before i knew it. I had figured it was an ACER LAPTOP. 120GB Hardisk. 1 GB RAM. and a CORE2DUO microprocessor. Being an IT student. I could say that it’s features are great. But despite the details ive noticed. One thing makes it perfect for me. One thing that makes say, “I must have that.”. The color of it. It’s pure BLACK. The desire of my obsession starts again craving for that thing to be mine. I didn’t stop pleasing my father until such time. On our way back to Gensan. I cant stop looking at him with a smile on my face while holding “it”. And without second thought. I kissed him and said, “Thank you, papa.”
All the black stuffs i have is still not enought for me to satisfy my needs. Im still craving for more. Even the tiniest stuff.
In this post, ive included some photos of me in black outfits. just to prove that what i wrote is true and that i am really the one who wrote it. others call me, EMO. just because of what i wear. here it is.